BEHIND THE SCENES
My “WHY'“
God has allowed me to be a part of this family, to lead them, love them, and point them them to the only hope we have - Jesus
Week 30: “Let Go or Stay Grounded”
The ground team prepared everything for the hot air balloon ride, the setup, equipment, the plan. But none of it mattered until the ropes released.
Only then could the balloon rise and do what it was built to do.
That moment became a picture for me of how easily we can stay tied down by fear, insecurity, past failures, sins, other people’s expectations, or our own need for control.
Sometimes the thing keeping us grounded in’s lack of gifting or calling, it’s what we are still holding onto. God still has a plan and purpose for the gifts and callings in your life so that others will know who Jesus is.
Week 7: “The Call I Never Expected to Make”
Week 8: “The Prodigal Son”
These two weeks come from some of the hardest and most formative moments in my life.
In week 7, I write about making the call to my brothers in the fire service and asking them to help with my brothers funeral, a moment I never imagined I would have to face.
Week 8 looks at the story of the prodigal son, but not just through the younger brother’s eyes. For a long time, It was easy for me to see the outward sin in my brother’s life while overlooking the pride, judgment, and brokenness in my own.
The truth is I could see myself in both sons. One ran from the Father. The other stayed close outwardly, but still had a heart that needed Him.
Both stories reminded me that grief, loss, sin, pride, and pain all bring us to the same place: we need Jesus to meet us exactly where we are!
REAL STORIES • REAL PHOTOS
THE “WHY”
BEHIND THE WEEKS
Week 20: “Three Years for Five Days”
The Alabama Smoke Diver program became a three year journey for me, all for the opportunity to become the less than 1% who hold the certification.
What started as a physical challenge quickly exposed something deeper: internal pressure, fear of failure, frustration, and the temptation to let two years of failure define who I was.
Those three years taught me life lessons that resilience isn’t pretending failure doesn’t hurt. It’s refusing to let failure have the final word. That God can use adversity, that trials are a part of the journey. Don’t waste your story, others need to hear that God is with you during adversity.
Bonus Week: “Strength That Last”
Fitness has played a major role in my life, but there were seasons when something good began taking a place it was never meant to have. Training, performance, competition, and physical progress can become an easy source of identity, and for me, there were times when fitness became a little god.
1 Timothy 4:8 helped me reframe what real strength looks like. Physical training has value, but never meant to be the center.
Today I still train hard, compete, and invest in my physical health, but I’m learning to pursue something more complete, becoming more healthier mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually, with Jesus as the center of it all.
Week 11: One Word, One Breath, One Test
Five years post surgery to not have more kids, we truly thought we had the best plan and that chapter was over!
We had made our plans. We thought we knew what the future looked like.
Then came the one test that changed everything.
Kenna became a reminder that no matter how carefully we plan, God is still the Creator. He is not limited by our timelines, our expectations, or the boundaries we think are final.
Sometimes the unexpected thing is the very thing that reminds us who is really in control. Only Jesus!